2004-03-12T15:50:00.000-08:00

once again, time and tide waits for no man...the ger of my dream is attached...how very often this happens...im full of shit...never tried and just kept quiet...always a loser...still vividly remebered how i got over the 1st one...went to my bmt buddy's hse ,unbearable controllin the tears, was still a man it didnt flow out...still remebered the tiger that i downed...perhaps its fated or am i juz naive..blaming this four letter word .i dont think i will be able to sleep for 2 days unless i drink...i have quit this habit for a year or so knowing that sorrow is a good swimmer...always wanted to do something so that i can get over with this thing,tts y i started blogging becos no ones ever understand me nor do i wan any one to..its a problem with me so how shuld any one be able to solve it...this very day 14/03/2004...im once again a loser...at the age of 26, without a job ,without money ,without directions..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................god if u r there pls give me a hint.....................i always knew that once i touched beef, something bad will happen,it realli and always did, i shuld had been for careful............................................................................................................

life goes on...